weg...maar veel te snel terug!

back in my hometown since yesterday...wish I was not! 

-chaos! & oscart + merlijn on the road in spain. there, where the trees are still green, the sun was shining, the sea clear blue, the evenings nice and easy, the wine beautiful...and life seemed so realistic...can someone tell me how to keep this feeling of realness alive! damn I hate to be back!